Wanted to Cheat

I miss your touch,
I miss your lips against mine.
My heart breaks more with each day that passes,
Knowing that you never again will be mine.

I miss the smell of your colonege,
Waking up every morning with you right next to me.
Still hard to believe your gone.
All because I wanted to cheat.

To cheat on this love we had,
To cheat on the memories we have made and shared.
To take a chance on your heart,
Now broken in pieces so small, it may never be repaired.

To cheat on your trust,
And your faith in me.
I was the reason for destroying our love.
Because I wanted to cheat.

There is nothing I can do now,
Only wish that you can forgive me.
For not seeing what we really had,
For messing up everything.

I love you so much,
I wish I could go back and change that day.
I never realized what love really was before.
Until you went away.

Your are my whole life,
My reason to breathe.
But I made the mistake of destroying it.
Only because I wanted to cheat...

Ashley M. Ashley
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