Saturday, October 24, 2015

I Hate To Love You



I hate to love you....
Because of the way you make me feel.
Giving me small bits of happiness while at the same just piss me off.

I hate to love you....
You showing me that there might be something real between us for one small moment.
But then the ugly face of reality shows itself reminding me that you are really full of shit.

I hate to love you....
I love the way you look into my eyes. Your kiss so full of passion giving me some hope you care for me.
But  I really know you don't really care for me.... You just like the taste.

I hate to love you....
My stomach filling up with butterflies with every chance I get to hear your voice.
But then your mood comes in like an overnight freeze, killing all existence of any butterflies that was there.

Saying to myself how I am such a damn fool while crying in the shower attempting to remove any memory of your touch and the regrets I have.
But when you walk though the door, my heart skips a beat yearning for one ounce of your love. Even if it is only temporary.

I hate to love you....

By: Ashley M Ashley 2015
MD Productions

Painful heart: The prey and predator


What's the use of having a heart,
If it is broken over and over again.
All of my life it  has slowly been torn apart,
But I am the one letting it happen.
Shredded into tiny bits,
Picking up the pieces each day.
Even though I try to act like the predator,
I am really the prey.
Was as strong as the Lion,
But your touch has made me weak.
But you will never know.
That's why I must leave.
I was once strong,
Built a wall to keep my hopes contained,
Let it open for a chance,
But sadly was weakened and crushed,
By a hunters blade.
I should've never took a chance,
And let hope for love in.
Lingering for last chance of remorse,
My heart is stabbed once again

Ashley M Ashley MD productions 2015

Sunday, October 11, 2015

Except For Me

Except For Me:

There is no greater pain then the pain of a broken heart.
What I thought "WE" had....Eventually fell apart.
I had hopes...
But like the birds heading south for the winter.... My hopes flew away.
I had dreams...
But just as the clouds do on a windy night, they moved on with no intentions to stay.
I had excitement...
But tragically was destroyed by disappointment and despair.
Even thought we had spark like lightning...
But was really like thunder on a hot summer night... Nothing but flashes and hot air.
I thought I had it all and could be happy once again....
But because what we had was really nothing.. I was really mistaken.
I am doomed to be forever alone,
Because Love has forsaken me.
Everyone is destined for Love,
Everyone except for me....

Ashley Ashley 2015 MD Productions

Wednesday, April 29, 2015

Garcinia Weight Loss Patch Review aka "Crack Patch"

  Garcinia Weight Loss Patch

Ace International 2014, LLC
336-880-6201

RATING: 8.0/10

 *(Subject to change)*




 Analysis Certificate by Ace International 2014, LLC

Active Ingredients: 
Tyr-Somatostatin-10mc (From TyrSomatostatin (AOD 9604) Human GH (ghH) lipolytic fragment, Somatostatin (177-191) T2-2mg (3,5 Diiodo-L-Thryonine) 7-Keto DHEA- 35mglodotyrosine Deiodinase - 1mg, Potassium iodide 1,gL-Tyrosine-5mg Selenium-2mg R Alpha Lipoic Acide (RLA) - 8mg Garcinia- 10mg


Instructions:
- Apply one patch each day to clean and dry skin (stomach, back, arms, or thighs). 
- Wear the patch for a minimum of 16 hours per day up to 24 hours. 
- Apply new patch everyday. The patch can be used for as long as you need or until you have sucessfully achieved your goals. You can then continue to use the patch as needed as a maintenance program.

Ace International 2014, LLC Mission Statement 
All of our patches contain all natural herbal ingredients and can be worn for 24 hours and continuously use. We do recommend changing the placement of the patch each day to avoid any type of possible skin irritations that may develop.
We certify that the above mentioned ingredients and amounts are present in the finished coated materials produced in the United States of America. These patches have an expiration date of 3 years from their manufacture date.
Thank you for your purchase!
Tammy Storey 


My Thoughts

  A friend of mine was telling me about how our friend Sharon has lost so much weight and of course I asked what her secret was. (Now I sound like a commercial in the making.. lol) Then she told me about these weight loss patches. Patches? Like the nicotine patches? I laughed because I have never heard of weight loss patches but she explained. They are an herbal patch that help promote weight loss by giving you more energy, bumping up your metabolism and cutting down your appetite. And they work she said. Me being skeptical, I said yeah right and just laughed it off. She said that I really should try it since she knew I have been trying to lose weight and gave me a 3 sample pack with the ingredients and instructions. The only thing she asked was to give her feedback so that they can have it for their sales customers or future customers. I agreed to try it for three days and here are my results. If you have Thyroid problems then this patch WILL NOT work.

Day 1:

   At 8 am I took the pack out and read the instructions. I cleaned the area that I planned to put the patch on, dried it off and place the patch on my left upper arm. And from there, I went on with my day.

Results:  
None as of today.  
Side Effects: 
 YES
Nothing major but just a burning tingling on my arm. When I did some research, I found that because of the chemical components from the patch slowly being absorbed through my skin, (Especially on the arm) that my body is not used to this "unknown" chemical but just have to get a tolerance to it. So basically, I just got to get used to it. 
Pros/Cons:
CONS: Make sure that where ever you put the patch, that you shave that area. I had a problem with keeping the patch on because of the hair (Or so I thought). When I would sweat it would keep falling off so I had to used medical tape to keep it on.
 

Day 2: 

 I removed the old patch and placed another one on my right back shoulder after my shower. I had what seemed to have more energy today and did not even wanna eat breakfast. No appetite. But still ate a little something (just in case). And through out the day, I was energized and not so hungry. I managed to get my housed cleaned, closets cleaned out, yard work done and was still not tired. I was like. Wow! This patch is wonderful! I will start calling it:

 "Crack Patch"



Results:
Starting weight: 240
Ending weight: 239


Side Effects:
"Some"
I think my body is starting to get used to the patch but still have the same tingling sensation to it through my right arm. Plan to place the third patch on my stomach this time.

Pros/Cons:
PROS: I have more energy, less appetite and not so worn out at the end of the day.
CONS:  Even after shaving and drying the skin well, the patch kept wanting to fall off because I was sweating from working out a bit so I again used the medical tape. 

Day 3:

I did my same routine that I have done in the past two days today and I may not have had as much energy as yesterday but I still had more than usual. This time I placed the patch on to my stomach and it stayed on much better this time but still had to use tape at the middle of the day. My appetite was still down and I felt like I had my cup of coffee already. Went through out my day as usual and was able to work out longer and work on my belly dance routine. Even I hate to admit it, but this Crack Patch was wonderful! I plan to try the 30 day supply for $29.99 to see the results for the month. And we will see from there! I did have some side effects to it and kept falling off but it did give me more energy and cut my appetite almost in half. So I def can say I was shocked and pleased.

Results:
Starting Weight: 240
Ending weight: 237

Side Effects:
None for the stomach

 Pros/Cons:
PROS: Still did not have much of an appetite and had energy. More than I normally would in the mornings and felt better.
CONS: The patch still sometimes like to come of when I sweat so I have to use medical tape to hold it down.

Final Thoughts and Review 

I must admit that was I was kinda skeptical about even trying this patch. I have tried other weight loss things before such as pills, shakes, everything. But just in three days I was happy to see that I was losing weight. Not much but that counts. I plan to try it for the month to see if I have any result and re-post it here on my blog. Even though I had good results I still gave this patch a 8.0/10 rating because:
  • When first trying the patch I had to get over the tingling burning sensation that I was feeling on my arm. It was more of an annoying discomfort really.
  • The patch kept falling off even after I would shower, chill down, shave the hair and dry off completely. It would come off when I would sweat so I had to use medical tape to hold it on. And trust me, taking off medical tape is no fun. (Ouchies for rip and baby oil to remove residue)
  • The positive thought is that I had more energy and less of an appetite. Which is great and I know that is how everyone has been losing weight. If you don't eat as much and keep moving you will burn the fat away.
  • And just for three days, I saw results in a few pounds.. That makes a difference. 
So for the reasons I stated above, is why I gave these patches a current score of:

"8.0 out of 10"

 Ashley M. Ashley

"AA"