Friday, March 25, 2016

To Say Goodbye


To Say Goodbye:


I wanna say I loved you first,
But I know that would be a lie.
You will never know how much it hurts.
For me to say goodbye...

I would check my phone everyday,
In hopes I would hear from you.
But my hopes started to fade away,
And so did you...

What has changed,
Or what did I do?
For you to push me away,
For you not to love me too.

All I ever wanted,
Was to hear about your day.
If you slept good through the night,
Or just to hear that you was okay.

I didnt always want sex,
Just wanted to be by your side.
To hear your hearbeat.
Reminding myself that your love for me was still alive.

I know I've made mistakes,
And nowhere near perfect.
I really did try to change for you,
And hoped that wait would be well worth it.

Watching you move on,
Still brings tears to my eyes,
Because as much as I wanted to be a major part in your life,
It is best that I say my goodbyes.

Always and forever,
That will never change.
Because I will  always love you,
Always and forever babe.


By: Ashley M. Ashley
MD PRODUCTIONS C2016 AA