To Say Goodbye

To Say Goodbye:

I wanna say I loved you first,

But I know that would be a lie.

You will never know how much it hurts.

For me to say goodbye...

I would check my phone everyday,

In hopes I would hear from you.

But my hopes started to fade away,

And so did you...

What has changed,

Or what did I do?

For you to push me away,
For you not to love me too.

All I ever wanted,

Was to hear about your day.

If you slept good through the night,

Or just to hear that you was okay.

I didnt always want sex,

Just wanted to be by your side.

To hear your hearbeat.

Reminding myself that your love for me was still alive.

I know I've made mistakes,

And nowhere near perfect.

I really did try to change for you,

And hoped that wait would be well worth it.

Watching you move on,

Still brings tears to my eyes,

Because as much as I wanted to be a major part in your life,

It is best that I say my goodbyes.

Always and forever,

That will never change.

Because I will  always love you,

Always and forever babe.

By: Ashley M. Ashley

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